12-25-2005 Part II: The Metal Years

983) Mulan. Sarah has been wanting to see it so I rented it. It was cute enough, but I couldn't enjoy it. I don't know how I'm going to deal with all of this, especially once the year is up and I don't really have anything to focus on. I miss her so much and hate myself for queering things between us. I was fine with what we had but I panicked when I realized I wouldn't have it always and now I don't even have it at all. Merry Christmas indeed.

983 down, 17 to go.